OC #72: messy dancing
every moment, every time.
have you ever entered a messy room just wanting to sleep but the mess does not permit. you can’t sleep on the mess not anymore. so you start cleaning one corner at a time and now it's 2 hours yet there’s so much left. that’s life. maybe that’s why we get rebirths. to clean the mess we created... unachieved dreams unloved people unfriended strangers the gurus say you don’t need to do all that. but hey they don’t ask us to live in a cave either (despite them doing so…) you gotta face those desires you don’t say no or say yes or write about it. you dance to its tunes and you choose the steps. when the music is fast, you have to pick fast steps and groove slowly when the tune is slow... sounds obvious, but oh so difficult it is to do so. the music is slow but you want to dance fast so you try to tweak the music beats by binging romance, thrillers & actions stuffing spicy, sweet & crunchy gossping hurting & cheating or when it's fast and you cannot go along you try to tweak by ignorance, lies & delulu songs, podcasts & jazz music hurry, passable & winging it. so, what is the right move? oh so many times i fall into this trap.. and forget that in a mess starting with any corner is better than cleaning none… that cleaning 50% is better than thinking about cleaning 200% life is messy and no matter how hard we try we will make mistakes… and that is what people who judge, (my just, unbiased, strict mind) forget. all we can do is accept whole-heartedly like it was the truth (as it's in the past now)… but don’t make it a norm… because doing everything wrong is a big mistake.. doing everything right is even bigger…. so no, you don't need help tasty food food new projects extra sleep. the chaos in your mind is okay... and until it clears dance to the music with only 30% of cleaning.